hongkong 4+7.
4 days in HK brings me 7 days of LOA (leave of absence).
today is day 3 of LOA.
i was dying for the past 2 days.
suppose to start school today but i'm stuck home.
i know i have loads of things to do the moment i step back to school but i can't do anything now.
i think stayin at home for 7 days not being able to go anywhere makes u feel even more unwell.
but come to think of it, this 7 days came quite timely thou i've been complaining.
i've been rushing and rushing, thru' mission trip and yf camp, then to hk.
God is forcing me to REST with this LOA i think.
i mentioned bout being tired - physically, mentally and spiritually.
this is probably the time to find REST in HIM.
i'm lazy to upload pics but will try to do soon la.
and she stops bitchin`
Sunday, June 21, 2009
one litre of tears.
honestly i dunno how many gallons of tears i've generated this june.
i'm also unsure why i become so emotional.
i suddenly feel like i'm an egg. it feels hard on the outside but its brittle.
where has the strong girl (at least to me) gone?
june is like a month of tears collection for me.
it wasn't intended to be so.
it shld be a fun month because i have no school. its holidays.
but i felt tired, physically, emotionally and spiritually.
i've been praying to experience Him daily but its like roller coaster rides.
i go up and i come down.
i think this is a process of serving. i need to learn to overcome all these.
God please remove all the tears.
i've cried enough.
no more tears please.
i want to be joyful, enjoying every little step u've prepared for me.
i don't want to be just doing THINGS.
i wanna LOVE like how You first LOVED us.
give me back the first love i had for You!
"brokenness, disappointment, confusion
give them all to the God of restoration..."
sorry la. emo. month.
kai will recover soon! =)
and she stops bitchin`
Saturday, June 20, 2009
camp ONE synopsis!