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Monday, March 30, 2009

tired.

6 days without my family.

i'm tired from all the activities.

wed. car accident. not enough sleep.
thurs. presentation. settle accident. not enough sleep.
fri. presentation. collect car. yf stay over at my place. not enough sleep.
sat. worship leader meeting. stay over with szu and gwen. not enough sleep.
sun. played keys for morning worship. china eo meeting. led worship for ECS. discuss yf camp stuffs.

TIRED!!

and she stops bitchin`

Thursday, March 26, 2009

lang gah.

wednesday wasn't a good day for me.
first. i forgot my wallet to school.
second. my family went aussie WITHOUT me!
third. i knocked into a TAXI. yes. of all vehicle...TAXI.
hefty sum. for the first time i had a ROAD accident and for the first time i am paying full amount on my own.

thanks to all the brothers who came down all the way from wherever to help.
i would be damn helpless, honestly.

the accident made me realise one thing.
we're usually drawn back to God when things happen.

i felt the peace from Him today during presentation though the accident case were very much unsettled.

anyway, genxian's a damn good 'scolder'.
credits to him for me being able to settle this issue fast.

sunset grill on thurs went on with another gang because of the accident. level 2 wings.

ubin seafood's steak. treat to probably 'cheer the sad girl up'.
anyway its really good.

and she stops bitchin`

Wednesday, March 11, 2009

mistake.

one mistake led to another.

reluctant to spend 8 bucks, i asked my sis to cut my fringe for me.
it was a mistake cus she can't cut STRAIGHT!
i had to straighten the line for her before doing the thinning.
the thinning part sounded professional.

okie. so i went out for class and all.
came back home and my niece & nephew greeted me with "yiyi, why you cut hair?"
after that statement came "i also wanna cut my hair" said my niece.
so my not so professional hairdress at home aka my sis cut my niece's fringe as well.

tada. the result!

and she stops bitchin`

Monday, March 09, 2009

lovely.

a few episodes of my birthday:

episode 1:
dinner/chill with zhiyuan. we counted the no. of years we've been friends and its been a DECADE.
we also concluded that he's a bad company cus he's always bringing me to places to CHILL. ha
wenta timbre at old school. a quieter timbre as compared to substation. nice still.
thank you for being such a wonderful friend who entertains my rubbish. =)

episode 2:
dinner at tonkichi (suntec - suppose to be famous for their katsu) with my family. not too bad.
you have to grind your own sesame for your katsu. smells damn good.
i think i wun be back there again cus the price's quite steep.

episode 3:
dinner at fish and co (west coast plaza) with yf after fellowship. celebrated ellery's and my birthday together.
why fish and co right?
i should have rejected and kept my stand right from the start.
its like stepping into a mine field with full knowledge that it'll kill you.
karma i guess. watched quite a few ppl on the chair and now its my turn.
the consolation is that i have 4 other people with me:
ellery - the birthday boy
liying - the girl who 'flaunted' that her tution kid got the highest in class.
yile and yixiang - the couple supposed to be sabo-ed in place of ellery and myself

episode 4:
my birthday day started with 6hrs straight of lessons.
had a muffin (my birthday cake replacement) from one of my classmate.
its like 'xue zhong song tan' cus i was hungry in the midst of the lessons.
birthday wishes from friends in school whom i haven really known was really heart warming.

episode 5:
dinner at keat hong with my dear AHAVA. i love my group. i love yf.
it was really sweet of them to get me a guitar i've always wanted.
i'm gonna learn hard! =) thanks to all for contributing a part of the guitar.
i was, still am, sooo excited though i dun really seem so when i took over my pressie from them.

episode 6:
cake cutting at home on my actual birth-day is a tradition.
as usual, i did.
but the candles were blown by my nephew.
he was so quick that my niece and i had no chance at all.
before the candles were lit, my nephew said, "yiyi, i want to blow the candles okie?" and he looked at me innocently.

episodes to be continued when i meet up with the others.

simple birthday yet lovely.

and she stops bitchin`

paradox.

here i am, seated in a lecture hall blogging away.
i'm jus bored and i've been wanting to say something.

at this point in life, i'm seeking for security.
paradoxically, i'm comfortable with insecurity.

oh. today's my birthday. 24 and still counting.
woah. twenty four. when was eighteen? far behind.

birthday updates later.
am grateful for all the wishes in any form. felt so loved. =)

and she stops bitchin`

Monday, March 02, 2009

school trauma.

today's the commencement of my full 5-day week.
had 6 hrs straight of lessons. brain-half-dead.

student teachers are taught to teach in an engaging way
ironically, lessons are boring in nie.
1 hr of class seems like 10 hrs and 1 hr of leisure seems like a min.
how can we switch this around?

i needa tune back to school again.

stabbed a prof and jumped off the building.
this is first in ntu's history i think.
traumatizing.
i was so glad this din happen last yr.
chances of me witnessing the incident's much higher.

there may be things that really pushes you to the edge
but ending your life doesn't solve anything.

and she stops bitchin`