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Tuesday, January 27, 2009

chinese new year.

i'm stuck here in malaysia.
bored to death. all of us.
the only consolation i have is the internet.

i cannot even recall when and where was the last time we all met.
it gets even harder when my grandma passed away 2 yrs back.
it gives us less reason to come back.
but now, we've finally gathered again.

the white hair on my uncles and aunts grew more and more.
they've aged. so have we (me and my cousins).
this hometown used to be boisterous, filled with fun and laughter.
firecrackers no longer amuse us. how sad.
actually. new year no longer amuse us.
chinese new year is jus another 2 days of rest.

but the most important thing i've learnt this trip is tt God has given my family a chance to get in touch with my relatives once again and use this as a bridge to bring them to christ.
my mum was sharing on the trip to JB from KL about her faith to my aunt who's goin thru some difficulty in marriage.
and i really saw how meaningful chinese new years can be.
it is not jus about fun for myself. its for God's kingdom!

and she stops bitchin`

Saturday, January 24, 2009

catching up.

the past week was jus meeting up with people.
met ms ziyuan after a whole long year.
final dinner and coffee with the jc darls jus before candice dear is leaving.

went to sungei buloh for some 'exciting' trail with eunice ruijun and sihui.
extremely hot weather. a lil' burnt.
for the first time i tried the fish feet spa.
it was so ticklish initially. quite disgusting too, with all the lil' fishes crowdin around ur feet.

chinese new year's round the corner.
went back to fajar for their new year performance but missed the best part of it.
what was funnier was during lunch. teasing ziye with another teacher (which was way older).

goin back to msia after service. hope it'll be fun.
i really missed those days when we were still young, playin with firecrackers and all the crazy stuffs.
but we'll all grown. some has aged (ppl like my sister ha). no longer play such games.
*cross my fingers and hope this trip will be good*

and she stops bitchin`

Sunday, January 18, 2009

struggled.

this week's a long and toiling week thou lessons only lasted for 2 days.
its horribly long and hard to pass esp this weekend.
was rather unnerved by a series of unpleasant happenings.
i felt very much attacked within.
prob its a test. prob its satan's attack.

i was not exactly myself on sat during yf and slight for today.
apparently i did not deal with my struggles very well.
oh wells. i was slightly better after a night's sleep and much better after pr chua's sermon at ECS.

she shared about Jonah and his 'battle' with God.
he did not want to save the Nineveh because they were enemies.
but God wanted to save them.
the sermon was so apt. like its tailored for me.
learn to love those that are not lovable by me but loved by God.
i should not be so narrow-minded, causing myself to be suffocated.

"Lord, I pray for a joyful heart in the service of my ministries.
I want to love the ppl that you love!"

at least, at the very end, my bad wk ended well. the sermon concluded it.

had a drink with ruijun bijun zhiyuan and mike after dinner at holland v.
ruijun's hilarious when she was drinking her 'slurpee'

MY DAD HAS FB ACCOUNT!

and she stops bitchin`

Thursday, January 15, 2009

bumped and scratched!

today's the official first day of sch for me but its not a good day.
scratched someone's car in the midst of turning thru a 'roundabout' thing.
i din even realize i scratched it until the lady asked me when i got off my car to run some errands.
wonder how much i've gotta pay. sigh.
this is the first time bumping into ppl's car. usually its jus my dad's car.
this time round my dad's car is jus slightly/faintly (i think) scratched.

i can't deny the fact that i'm really 'sian' bout this.
oh wells. i left it to God and with no intention to tell my folks.
i'll learn to be more careful or rather i'll learn to not overestimate myself.

learnt something bout me today as well. not nice obviously.
wasn't very much affected but i think i'll learn to be more sensitive, keeping my attitude in check.

anyway. randomness.
i played swing with my niece and nephew tog with my sis yesterday
after our failed attempt to play tennis.
competed with my sis to see who went higher. childhood memories.

and she stops bitchin`

Tuesday, January 13, 2009

super long weekend.

for everyone's information, my long weekend's from sat to wed. *evil grin
my mon-wed lessons start only in march.
everyone's tellin me, U ARE HAVING A GD LIFE!
hmmm. that's just for now i guess.
feels weird too. i'm suppose to start sch but i've yet started sch.

finally collected my lappie. so happie.
i've been fiddling with it ever since.

had hi-tea with da tai-tais-to-be, especially so for candice.
din getta catch up with them much as i had to rush back to church.

and that brings me to...I PLAYED DRUMS FOR EVENING SERVICE.
i was breaking into sweats during rehearsal ya. so scary.
but oh wells. i did it. not wonderfully, but no screw up at least.

had soup restaurant twice within 3 days. i love the soup!

watched BEDTIME STORIES yesterday. nice to have some brainless laugh.

and she stops bitchin`

Thursday, January 08, 2009

cough cough

my nose has been blowing since first day of twenty-o-nine.

horrible flu and cough has been stuck with me since.

it was so embarassing when i couldn't stop coughing at the LT during briefing.

i can sense periodic stares from ppl to check on the 'irritating me'

i bought my macbook!