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Monday, April 30, 2007

family time

i can't recall when was the last time i had dinner out with my parents.
purely out for dinner. no special occasion. nothing.

yesterday was one of the few times i did.
so nice and warm.
managed to talk to them bout stuffs.
simply fare but nice.

learn to cherish the time with ur family ya.
though at times they're naggie and unreasonable
i still love them to bits. okie so mushy. bleh

and she stops bitchin`

Thursday, April 26, 2007

sun

never knew the sun smells so good until i had a day off yesterday.
it was really last minute and unplanned.
din do wat i was suppose to do but wells. i had a good time in the sun.
night swimming can never be compared to swimming in the sun.

stupid me tot my ipod was spoilt.
so i went all da way to wheelock to repair.
took less than 1 min to reset it. argh.

met up with siling and sze on tues.
for my super duper belated birthday dinner.
not much of that actually. jus to sit around and talk.
as usual, they went around laughing at ppl they see.
sze is a spendthrift. its confirmed. guaranteed. chopped.
she's much worse than me!

and she stops bitchin`

Tuesday, April 24, 2007

beauty

watched 200 pound beauty.
so funny. quite touching.

beauty coming from within is so much more beautiful than the outer shell
one has to pay the price for wanting beauty over anything else.
she'll lost alot of things. things that money cannot buy.

kinships and friendships.

so much for beauty huh?

dinner at ichiba boshi. before that i became a personal assistant and fashion consultant.

went here and there with my 'slave' to buy all his necessities for his clinical.

well. quite fun actually. wenta zara man and i'm reminded of someone vain.

and she stops bitchin`

Monday, April 23, 2007

love

sat during yf, pr chua posted this question:
do you (all) love yf?

she din ask for my ans.
but deep in my heart i shouted i do. without any doubt.
i really do. yf is such a big part of my life that i cannot live without.

she asked again.
do you (all) REALLY love yf?

i pondered. i still do. but my love for yf is a selfish one.
i love only what i love and can afford to love.
but is that really loving yf wholeheartedly?

yesterday my church decided to buy 4 more units for future expansion.
i felt really joyful that everyone's so supportive
though we have lotsa uncertainties bout the future
but we walked each step by faith.
i love it when everyone in church voting unanimously for the idea.
i love it when everyone knows everyone else in church.
so heartwarming and nice.

it may seem ridiculous to many that we spend so much time in church esp weekends.
weekends' the time to unwind.
weekends' the time to catch up with friends or even sleep.
but for us, its time of fellowship.
time to meet and grow together with ppl in christ.
we're alr so used to seeing each other on weekends. SAT and SUN.
that we'll be missing a huge part if we miss either days.

well. i dunno where is this goin. jus expressing watever i feel like.

bottomline. i love yf and will try to love it wholeheartedly. the same goes for church.

oh and anyway i played counterstrike.

and she stops bitchin`

Saturday, April 21, 2007

be true

i've been wrestling with my thoughts bout honesty.
not much of my part but rather ppl around me.
how true is a person in front of you in actual fact?
we dun know and we will not be sure.
we just have to trust our dear friends.

came across this quote when i was doin my qt.

"A lie contaminates everyone close to it.
Worst of all, it rots the character of the person who tells the lie."

cool right. and how true.
its not easy to not be tellin' truths all the time
but we shld strive to live in truth and not in lies.
lies rot the character and personality of person.
when we're living in truth, we'll not be shaken.

and she stops bitchin`

Thursday, April 19, 2007

short

i cut my hair.
SHORT.

think u'll never see me in long hair again.
itchy backside!

and she stops bitchin`

Tuesday, April 17, 2007

count

mum: xuan. how u count? one two three...
xuan: one two three four five six stomach(seven) ache (eight).

she simply can't do seven eight and so she goes stomachache.
we laughed like mad.
she's irresistible at times. notorious most of the time.

seiyu's changed to BHG and according to justin liang its
Bai Huo Gongsi (departmental store in mandrin)

suddenly i miss my braces. badly.
metal teeth. can bite ppl better. ha.

today's a random day with a random post.

and she stops bitchin`

Monday, April 16, 2007

grace

finally eo's over.
relief i mus say.
after weeks of practices.
ups and downs for me.
its over.

God's grace is always sufficient for us.
though there were many hiccups here and there
He guided us thru it all.
everyone was awesome in their own ways.
i was personally touched by some of the songs.
esp. 尽头与开始.

当世人走到尽头
他们还能倚靠着谁
除了慈爱的天父
我愿跪下祈祷
把一切交托他
求他赐给我力量
走过人生无数坎坷路

若凭着爱若凭着信
天父必定垂听我每字每句
多伤的心多碎的灵
天夫必定看顾我不丢弃

我恳求亲爱天父
请伸出祢那扶持的手
我已经跌倒如今软弱疲惫
我需要祢的慈爱与安慰

帮助我并牵著我
度过最黑暗的时刻
不管世界如何改变
只愿我有一颗心深深相信
世人的尽头乃是天父的开始

indeed. 世人的尽头乃是天父的开始.

pr chua's sermon was entertaining too.
a direct translation by the guys - no money no honey.

how many times have we forgotten what's grace?
God's Redemption At Christ's Expense.

thank you Father.

and she stops bitchin`

Friday, April 13, 2007

bet

i'm suppose to get married by 27 if not 29.
else i'll remain single.

that's a bet between winson andd vincent.

maybe i'll really be a bachelorette.
oh please. not spinster of course.
eligible bachelorette. ha

ppl come and go.
i'm still single.
but hey i'm happy single.
at least for now.

its hard to fall in love. seriously.
if not i'll keep fallin in love with the same person.
(that's how i describe my relationship to michel)
perhaps its because of the remnants from the last time.
weird right. stupid me. but not anymore. ha

stupid yijie knows something that i dunno and its killin' me.
not too much though.

wenjun took someone's belonging thinking that it was one of ours. ha

and she stops bitchin`

Tuesday, April 10, 2007

night swim

night swimming is fun.

the last time i swam was ages ago before startin on this disgusting attachment.
used to swim at night when i first shifted to my current house.
then i switched to the day cus there's sun. love being tan. (so fair now)

kinda enjoyed swimming at night again yesterday with twin.
stayed in the jacuzzi pool to talk rubbish.

twinnie:
u better plan the next outing ya.
marina south.
sentosa.
malan road.
many many more.
and not forgetting my mac's breakies which i missed the last time!

i'm bored. tired. i blog to keep myself awake.
dying.

and she stops bitchin`

Monday, April 09, 2007

late nights

too many late nights consecutives.
i'm dyin in the office now. tired.

late on thurs night.
late on fri night.
late on sat night.

visited the monkeys and tigers and hippos and lots
at the ZOO on fri afternoon with my niece.

had supper at astons' restaurant/cafe at east coast road
then mj-ed at genx's hse after worship prac.
apparently they had more fun without me. FINE!
and somehow cheng ruijun became huang ruijun.

mj-ed again at winson's house on sat.
brain-teasing ya.

guess wat. i used a coin phone after many many years.
we've been so used to havin mobiles that we forgot the existence of coin phones.
my phone died on me when i was on my way to find mum and dad after work on sat
so i had to ask around for the nearest coin phone to call. so silly right.

felt kinda guilty though that it was good friday and i was enjoying myself away.
felt kinda guilty also for makin mummy wait till late for me
when i'm home late and 'snapping' at her for nagging.
no more lat nights anymore i guess. at least for now.

and she stops bitchin`

Friday, April 06, 2007

early

its 950am. public holiday.
i woke up at 8 this morning.
slept at 4 plus the night before.
my bio-clock is "screwed".

mj-ed on monday at winson's house with yijie yile siyang and winson.
i was totally lousy that day.

maundy thursday service yesterday.
before was dinner with jun.
really missed talkin to her.
anything under the sun.

caught shooter at cine after supper at xinwang. (yes again)
finally genx's TWO SEATER EUROPEAN CAR is useful.
he managed to fetch 5 ppl comfortable down to town.

road block on da way back home.
damn unlucky but lucky as well.
cus we managed to 'get away' without anything.

1st there weren't any "triangle plate" on
2nd no passenger allowed at the back of the CAR.

and she stops bitchin`

Monday, April 02, 2007

hotel and home

tot i've been quite a mummy's girl last week
but my mum din think so.
she complained that she hasn't been seeing me much.
i'm like a guest in the hotel. home's jus like a sleepin place.
i know its not! and i'm not treating it like a hotel.
wells. she jus need some channel to relieve woman's nature of nagging.

last weeks been good. physically. mentally. spiritually especially.
really thankful for all that He's done in my life.

finally watched 300 after soooo long.
despite me not really likin those warlike show, i liked this.
wanna watch more movies.

my closest colleague left on sat. watching her as she leaves.
i also wanna get out of here!

army dayz on saturday was entertaining.
we realised that our fellowship is really overpowered with GUYS
when we saw soooo many of them in their no.4 uniform.
all the malay terms of turning left. turning right. got me really crazy.
i'll jus die if i'm in army.
my face was 'graffitti-ed' with camo cus i started playin with it on people.
i looked like a bangla cus my face looked really black and dirty. yucks.
what goes around comes around ya.
when u wanna disturb ppl with something.
make sure they dun get that weapon to get back on you. ha

felt so accomplished on sunday for eo prac though it was quite tiring for most.
we did many many songs and i tot they were really good.
everyone played their best. sang their best.
and ultimately. all praises to Him.

wenta botak jones with some yf peepz after the prac.
but as i had to return the car home first, i joined later.
as many know, ppl have to wait at least 15-30 min for their food.
but for me, the food waited for me cus i was kinda late.
i guess i was the first one.

headed down town with yijie after dinner.
bought quite a few stuffs from warehouse. on sale.
but still. ouch. pain in the wallet.
wells. retail therapy is still the best.

and she stops bitchin`