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Monday, February 26, 2007

weds.

so many ppl are gettin married.

yinjie and yuyi.
wenguang and yinhuan.
xiuru and yihao.
jianrong and meiying.

the rest i dun really know them. so its okie.

it was jus yesterday when some were in the same fellowship as us.
and now they're stepping into the aisle.

felt kinda lost and disheartened serving as a "leader" in music ministry.
thanks to jianrong and shengwei for their enlightment and encouragement.
its rare to be seated with them and talking for hours.
somehow. maybe erm generation difference. they talked alot of sense.
姜还是老的辣

suppose to pop by at NVM'07 after tt.
ended up with the S-Word team for lunch at ichiban boshi wisma and dessert at venezia.

new year was mundane.
went msia. not much angbaos though.
din visit much in singapore either.
lazy to meet ppl and socialise i guess.

met up with candice for the last time the day before cny eve.
dinnered at yakitori and dessert at NYDC.
so gonna miss her laughter and her slowness probably. ha
AND I MISSED THE NEXT GATHERING AT CHOCOLATE FACTORY.
this is so not fair! i demand a conpensation from gwen and harn!! ha
saw someone which i din really wanna meet when i left da girls. weird feeling.
use to be more than jus friends and now worse than acquintance.

and she stops bitchin`

Thursday, February 15, 2007

my valentines

celebrated v day with da girls.
special invitations only.
eunice. yijie. yile.
anyway v day is overrated.

this is my very first time spending v day with them.
it was awesome.

we had our laughs. shared our stuffs.
had a good dinner at spizza though the service sucks.
i'm always the bad girl.
goin up to them and demanding for an explanation for our duper late food.

wenta island cremery for ice-creams.

new discovery:
eunice and yile are ~~strawberries~~ ~~S1/S2~~ twisties.
they are the new found twin.
don't you think they look alike?

not strawberries cuz its too cute and sweet for them.
not S1 and S2 cuz it sounds like ass.
and they went "are you thinking wat i'm thinking 'ass' 1?"
sounds wrong.
so it became twisties cuz it rhymes with twinnies.
and hence. twisties they shall be. ha

and she stops bitchin`

Monday, February 12, 2007

J.C.

shared my testimony in service yesterday.
beached at siloso with harn after service.
shopped at vivocity. retail therapy.
snacked at kim gary HK restaurant.

so much of coincidence.
we saw kenneth (H.C.P.F.) at da beach.
then i saw yongquan on da bus this morning.
seems like its jc days again.
seeing them once again.

i knocked into something hard and my knees bled. ouch.

and she stops bitchin`

Thursday, February 08, 2007

if my people pray

ntu campus movement.

happened yesterday at ny audi.
semi filled audi with christians from diff churches.
different yet the same in some ways ya.
the worship leader was good.
the congregation was hyped.
the song written by someone titled "us" was nice.

my very first christian kinda gathering in ntu.
my very first time prayin for students and staffs in ntu.
indeed. we need to pray.

the language of prayer is the language of love
and prayer is a cry from the heart not of mere words

Now is the season for healing
Deeply we need to see God's mercy revealing
Where we have fallen from His way
For we know He gives hope to the humble
Gives light in the darkness
And grace when we stumble
Let us call on His name together
Knowing He will say ...

If My people pray
And reach for Me with hearts that are broken
I will not forget what I've spoken
Come and seek My face
And heaven will rain
Rivers of My grace overflowing
Night and day My ears will be open
If My people pray

Now is the day to awaken
To pray with conviction
For the souls of the nation
So let us call on His name
Whose faithful promise still remains ..

Let us not grow weary as we wait for the day
When the light turns our night into morning
On our knees, calling Your name as we lift our hearts to heaven
Yeah, knowing You will say ...

if my people pray - avalon

and she stops bitchin`

Wednesday, February 07, 2007

welcome and goodbye

goodbye to mactarggart road.
welcome to kim keat road.

goodbye to century technology.
welcome to LCE century.

been seeing lotsa boxes and masking tapes.
helped the company shift from one place to another.
quite tiring but fun actually.
i managed to drive one of my bosses' car back to the old office.
no scratches. no worries.

soon will be...
goodbye to choa chu kang loop.
welcome to pheonix watever.

can't wait. i wanna shift house. badly.
excited. though the house is a lil' old.

life is so unpredictable.
heard bout many things happening around me.
life and death.
break-ups and patching.
wells. life goes on.
be strong my friends.

and she stops bitchin`

Monday, February 05, 2007

ship wrecked

disclaimer:
all that is gonna be read is purely my own views.
i'm not necessary like that.
not all r.ships are bad. there are still sweet ones around.
too much thoughts. hard to pen down. so only some rubbish.
read it with a light heart.

ivy posted this question:
why must there be bgr?

why must eros (love) exist right?
e·ros [eer-os, er-os]: physical love; sexual desire.

indeed. many of us faced lotsa problems in r.ship takin up a major part of our lives i mus admit.
they bring us on emotional roller coasters.
they bring cracks to friendships
many many downsides of it.

BUT. God created all these to be good initially. its we human who "killed" that goodness

we're all commitment phobic i guess.
like wat yijie has said in her post, who doesn't want a good relationship?
but not everything is within our control.

its not easy to love someone to the ends of earth.
we human are insatiable.
we always yearn for more or better ones to come.
there'll never be the best. just like there'll never be the mr. right.

we're jus weird. most girls i mean.
somehow the saying (in mandrin): girls like bad guys. erm b.(custards).
why? knowin that those guys will never give u his heart
girls still go head over heels over them.
(p.s. not women cuz they're mature enough and too old to play around i guess ha)
we still want the fun. prob lookin for a playmate now rather than a lifetime partner.
we like to play with fire.

someone once said:
it'd be better if there's only bro in the fellowship.
life would be much simpler. mayb?!
like sister's fellowship and brother's fellowship.
looks like everyone should be nuns and monks. kidding

still happy for my xiaodi and twinnie's horny partner.
oh and happy for my dear sis siling for junjie's salvation.

its still good to be single. at least keep ur record clean until u meet ur guy. ha

life's a bitch. i agree to a certain extent.

teach u all a new term. grocery window shopping. try it. ha

and she stops bitchin`

Saturday, February 03, 2007

freezing

its a sat morning and i'm stuck HERE. mun hean building (where the hell right?)

good news everyone!i've gotta work on SATURDAY! "wonderful" indeed.

jus shifted place yesterday and i STAYED in the office till 7 (fyi i can knock off at 530)
so i was late for my hot date with twinnie. ha
kinda fun actually. but really tiring. the movers are gooood. erm banglas?!

totally unplanned itinerary yesterday.
unplanned dinner at vila'ge
unplanned shopping at cine (a place which i'd rarely shop in town)
unplanned movie babel (super no link but ya)
unplanned supper at mr prata
unplanned free ride back home (thanks to jiami)

east coast later and i'm freezing here!

HAPPIE 21ST BUDDY!
you are as old as me! ha

and she stops bitchin`