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Friday, February 24, 2006

birthdae

and she stops bitchin`

Thursday, February 23, 2006

screwed up bio-clock

been sleepin at weird timings recently. or rather after i enter uni.

went mos ytd.nice place with nice ambience. finally. to celebrate weijing's bday. quite an impromptu decision but the turn out rate was rather good.

winnie. dot. ivy. yafen. char. amy. rain. steph. alda. lewis. alvin. kelly. weijing.

reminded by dot bout our dream in 14th comm. driving out to club with a car full of gurls and gurls only. ytd the dream was realised. we took winnie's MPV to mos. all gurls.

supper was something that we'll never miss after clubbing. and so we had. went to bt timah for prata and maggie mee goreng and some drinks.

ntu has really screw up my bio-clock. we headed back to sch at bout 6. which shld be the time for ppl to wake up for work or sch. disgusting.

and she stops bitchin`

Wednesday, February 22, 2006

catching up session

went to robin's place @ Parc Vista for his early bday celeb after helpin the log-o's with the stores for x-phy. da event.

initially i was really hesitant bout it. felt that i would be really weird seeing all the familiar but yet distant faces. i've MIA-ed from ORPC for at least 3-4 years. lost contact with most of the ppl. and now, i have to face them all over again. was scared. scared of the silence between me and them. scared of questions i dunno how to ans.

i was so stupid to be scared.

everything turned out not too bad.

managed to talk most of the ppl and surprisingly, the situation wasn't awkward at all. it was actually so nice and warm to see all of them so friendly and initiative. kinda missed my old church again. missed the times i used to hang around with them. missed sunday sch times. missed choir sessions. missed fellowship time with them.

i hope that i'll learn to cherish all my friends around me and to make conscience effort to maintain the friendships.

and she stops bitchin`

acheived!

finally its over. x-physique.

kinda missed it now. its juz so contradicting. when u're in it. you wish u're outta it. now that its over, u want it. x-phy's not juz a 1 day event. it stretched from day -2 to day +2.
d-2 to d-1. logistics day. carrying all da stuff to OYP.
d-day. ran around town to put up signages. coordinate stage performances. tired!
d+1. unload stores back to SRC and nanyang house. KTV @ partyworld.
d+2. TUSH. tri uni sports haven.

tired but fun!

i personally feel that x-phy is an event well done despite some cock-ups at stations. *pat on everyone's shoulders*

din really wanna go down for tush ytd. but in the end i went.
wasn't as bad as i tot it would be. the turn out rate was rather good.
the beat-boxer was really good! he's performance was the limelight of the event. i can safely say that he's a walkin drum set. bet everyone was mesmerized by his wonderful performance.
music that night was good.
NTU sports club ppl are seriously a mad bunch of ppl. who in the right mind would cheer after the end of a bash? and they did it more than twice! so embarassing. but it was nice to see everyone so hyped up! or prob too high/drunk.
supper @ newton till 5 plus and i died in rain's car on the way back.

like this pic. different. credits to laverne. but the cameraman's (lewis) not really good.

must really start studyin and seek recounciliation with Him. felt my life empty without Him. pray and hope that i'll continue to glorify Him in whatever things i do.

and she stops bitchin`

Friday, February 17, 2006

busy busy busy!

busy! i hate this word! its driving me nuts!! loads and loads of things to do. work never seem to end! argh!! everyday's packed like nobody's business!!

monday meeting
tuesday cable skiing (again! yes again!!), send sze en off (cried like mad but not suppose to...cuz she'll be back in june)
wednesday event briefing
thursday goodie bag packing
friday helpin the logistics, quiz, robin's bday celeb
sat's gonna be D -1!! gonna be worse!! but soon it'll be over!! i'll hang it there!! everyone else too ya!! =) i'll post up pic the next time round!

TIRED! BUSY! DYING!

and she stops bitchin`

Monday, February 13, 2006

satisfaction

x-phy dry run. wasn't anticipating that to come. but now that its over. it feels totally diff. i was so glad that it happened.

i was the participant for the dry run ytd. did bout 20-30 km of running, kayaking, cycling, climbing, swimming...my body was on the verge of breaking ytd. but it was all worth it. bridge jumping was really cool though my heart skipped a beat durin the 3 sec in air, before i plunged into the river. x-phy is goin to be totally diff from wat we had last yr. lookin forward to this sunday's actual event! will be good. i hope! =) my legs are still aching like shit but well, watever. i felt the satisfaction after the whole race though we din run thru out. din expect myself to complete the race cuz its a really really really super duper 'shag' route.

and she stops bitchin`

wake up call!

i've been asleep for the past few weeks. i mean spiritually. i live each day depending on my own strength and i became tired and weighed down by all the things around me. busy-ness causes me to lose focus on HIM. slowly i drift away. i still attend church every week but what does it really mean? do i really worship HIM whole-heartedly? many times i'm juz physically there, but my mind's thinking of the things i need to do later, etc. what hinders us from hearing is our attention to other things. its not that we don't wanna hear God, but we're not devoted in the right areas of our lives.

today, the alarm clock finally rang in my heart! i'm awake. hopefully i'll be able to stay this way. 1 samuel 3:10 says "Samuel answered, 'speak, for your servant hears' i want to be like the servant that hears God. everyday. if i am united with Jesus Christ, i hear God all the time through the devotion of hearing.

Let me not be weekend Christians but really live out His Words everyday.

and she stops bitchin`

Saturday, February 04, 2006

cable skiing

my body's aching all over now. its all due to cable skiing at ECP on thurs. but its really worth it cuz its really fun. din manage to get on the wakeboard smoothly. its kinda different from the normal one where u get DRAGGED by the speedboat. still. interesting. fun. my new hobby, an expensive one. but currently its dirt cheap cuz there's this opening promo. its 1 for 1 hr for 30 bucks. oh and we manage to catch a glimpse of the personnel doin stuns. damn nice. he jumped damn high la.

watched 3 movies this week. been deprived of movies for the past few weeks and now its compensated.

. i not stupid too . memoirs of a geisha . fearless .

geisha wasn't as nice as said to be. geisha was said to be some artist, ya right. the way it was screened makes it seem more like high class prostitutes. oh well. whatever.
fearless was nice thou it wasn't my idea to watch it. for a chinese movie its considered good.
i not stupid too was touching as expected. but i din cry just teared. ha

went 'car' recce-ing with xm and lewis for x-physique juz now. really tired. x-physique's coming soon. are we really ready for it? is the proposal executable? enough participants? safety issues? so many worries. but whatever. i'm drained. drained from sports club stuff. i'm saturated. i hate the management of x-phy comm. the people are nice and hilarious but just dun like the working style. argh. i guess its just me. being highly irritable. well. dun care. its gonna be over soon.

i am so gonna dread 12th feb cuz its dry run day and i am the participant. bet my bones will break into pieces after that. damn shag esp the running part.

and she stops bitchin`

Wednesday, February 01, 2006

food = fat

been growing fatter and fatter! how?

new year is a bad! all the new year goodies are making me fat! argh watever!

anyway, finally gotta lao my very first yu sheng yesterday! yum yum!! after which my church friends and i did the craziest thing! we went all the way to night safari just for ben and jerry's ice-cream! but the trip was worth it cuz it was excellent! =)

oh! watched i not stupid too! its quite nice. jack neo really know how to capture ppl's emotions. for a moment you'll be laughin like mad and another min you'll start to tear!
but i guess only singaporeans will know how to appreciate the show cuz its really "localized" (with all the hokkiens and singlish)

and she stops bitchin`